How did it happen that it is now February 2013? I feel like Rip Van Winkle. Like I've been sleeping for a very long time and in finding this blog and my own forgotten words, I want to awake and rediscover my world.
I went to sleep almost one year ago. I made the conscious decision to disappear into myself. I realized I had no great words of wisdom, no enlightening observations, no art, or spiritual advise to bestow. I am a simple person who realized that my writings and musings could not invoke in others the feelings that other bloggers invoke in me.
So I've spent this past year reading, watching tv, and just finding a daily routine. The later being the most elusive. MS continues to progress. Is that even a grammatically correct statement!? But as one of my favorite blogs entitled "My New Normal" tries to deal with the changes brought on by her MS, I have realized I will never again have a daily routine. Whenever I think I've conquered the latest obstacle to independence, it is yanked away and I am forced to succumb to yet another loss.
I think I've missed my blog. I know I've missed chronicling the progression of my MS. For some reason noting dates and disability seems relevant. So I think I'll come back to this blogosphere. I'll still invite anyone who wishes to read it, but I think I should do this for me.
Just sayin'...as I sit here in my comfy chair...
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